My Zionism was grown into. As a child, I was not educated on the entire picture of how Jews had been and were and are still opressed EVERY SINGLE DAY. This was something tha G_d opened my eyes and heart to realize. It grew roots, deep into my soul to feel pain and very deep regret, having been so ignorant to the FACTS.

Then, and only then, did the fire in my heart ignite. G_d had kindled my strenght to pain, hurt and pray for Israel and The Children there of.

I can say, I am grieved. Members of my own family make anti-semetic comments. They know it is like twisting a knife in my heart. Therefore, I cannot begin to fathom what a Jew must feel, being hated and scorned, JUST because they are Jewish.

There will come a judgement day, when such persons will have to explain their actions before G_d. And yes, I too will have to make account for sins I have comitted. I can only hope and pray that my prayers for Israel and The Children of Abraham, The Apple of G_d's eye, will have been heard and that I prayed as hard as He wanted me to. Falling short is my biggest fear…

Though I have only some Jewish blood in my veins, I would give every last ounce of it to see Israel free of the worlds oppressions and free to be a nation, free from outside interference. Israel is the place where the children should play and laugh, having no need to have ever had to know the inside of a bomb shelter.

From the days where the pharaoh oppressed their need to worship to today, where the world hisses bacause they decide to build on THEIR OWN G_D GIVEN LAND, Israel, in the eyes of the Zionist, has been made to suffer for no reason at all.

My dying wish is that, before my eyes are closed, that they might see, if even through the television, The Third Temple. On that day, I will know my prayers, with the prayers of many others will have been answered. Only then would I be able to know true joy, for the only time in my life.