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Gil Mildar
As the song says, a Latin American with no money in his pocket.

God Is Dead

I wake with a mouth gone dry, the taste of iron clinging to my tongue as if I’d spent the night chewing on the ruins of my own country. I leave the house and get in the car, and every corner seems to throw back at me a silent, weighty gaze; each building slumps under some invisible burden. Israel — the promise of a home, of dignity — reduced to concrete and silence. God? No, this is no longer about God. He’s dead, and not at the hands of an enemy, but by those who raised a false altar to power, to fear disguised as security.

Netanyahu held yet another official ceremony surrounded by allies, shrouded in hollow symbolism. But what’s missing is what matters: the families of the dead, the abducted. They were cast aside, relegated to another ceremony, and forced to mourn at a distance, far from the state’s official narrative. It’s as if this government is telling them that their voices and grief are inconvenient, a detail that doesn’t fit into the well-rehearsed theater. The country that once promised welcome and compassion leaves no room for genuine mourning. This ceremony was meant to project strength but lacked everything essential: compassion and humanity. The families — those who have lost everything — were left behind.

I stop at a light and see an older man crossing the street; his face lined like an open scar across the hardened skin of this nation. He walks on, unhurried, without a single glance at the cars. But as he approaches, his eyes meet mine for an instant, and in that brief encounter, I see the judgment we all avoid. “You chose this,” his face seems to say. “You chose a country where pain is disposable, where compassion became weakness, where even the right to grieve is a denied concession.” This older man knows. He knows what we pretend not to see: that we buried love for our neighbor, that we killed God in some office where strength was deemed more important than dignity.

The light changes, and the older man fades behind me. I drive on, but his shadow, the weight of everything we’ve destroyed, lingers beside me. Thus spoke Zarathustra, “God is dead” — but here in Israel, He’s not just dead; He was murdered at the hands of a right-wing that invokes His name even as it erases every trace of humanity.

About the Author
As a Brazilian, Jewish, and humanist writer, I embody a rich cultural blend that influences my worldview and actions. Six years ago, I made the significant decision to move to Israel, a journey that not only connects me to my ancestral roots but also positions me as an active participant in an ongoing dialogue between the past, present, and future. My Latin American heritage and life in Israel have instilled a deep commitment to diversity, inclusion, and justice. Through my writing, I delve into themes of authoritarianism, memory, and resistance, aiming not just to reflect on history but to actively contribute to the shaping of a more just and equitable future. My work is an invitation for reflection and action, aspiring to advance human dignity above all.
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