Sarah Tuttle-Singer
A Mermaid in Jerusalem

As a Jew…

As a Jew, I woke up to light. The war is over. The living hostages are home. The sky feels impossibly wide again — like someone opened a window after two years of holding our breath.

As a Jew, I feel the unbearable lightness of survival — the dizzying relief that comes when the world tilts toward life again. It’s almost too bright to look at, this new morning.

As a Jew, I wait for the hostages who aren’t alive. I hold joy and sorrow in the same trembling hand. I remember. I mourn.

As a Jew, I want to help rebuild what’s been shattered — not only in our cities and our hearts, but across the border, too. I want children in Gaza to feel safe in their own beds, to wake to quiet skies, to know that peace isn’t a mirage.

As a Jew, I believe safety isn’t a zero-sum promise. That for my children to live without fear, theirs must, too. I believe we are bound together — by history, by geography, by grief, by the stubborn hope that refuses to die here.

As a Jew, I will dance again — not as denial, but as defiance. Because life, fragile and flickering, insists on itself. Because joy is a form of resistance.

As a Jew, I want to meet those on the other side of the wall — in daylight, without fear — and say:
We have all lost too much. Let’s not lose our humanity, too.

As a Jew, I believe this is what redemption feels like: not victory, but vision. Not conquest, but connection.

The hostages are home. The guns are silent. The air hums with possibility.

And under this light, my heart runs wild and I will whisper the oldest promise I know:

Am Yisrael Chai.

And may all who dwell in this land — every one of us — live.

About the Author
Sarah Tuttle-Singer is the author of Jerusalem Drawn and Quartered and the New Media Editor at Times of Israel. She was raised in Venice Beach, California on Yiddish lullabies and Civil Rights anthems, and she now lives in Jerusalem with her 3 kids where she climbs roofs, explores cisterns, opens secret doors, talks to strangers, and writes stories about people. Sarah also speaks before audiences left, right, and center through the Jewish Speakers Bureau, asking them to wrestle with important questions while celebrating their willingness to do so. She loves whisky and tacos and chocolate chip cookies and old maps and foreign coins and discovering new ideas from different perspectives. Sarah is a work in progress.
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