Fear Nothing – Love Everything
——On the Three Weeks and the Anxiety Reshaping American Jewry
Over the last few months, you may have noticed a new refrain appearing in Jewish publications. Respected rabbis and prominent philanthropists have begun declaring, in earnest, that the American Jewish chapter is drawing to a close. Every great diaspora, they remind us, eventually ended the same way. The writing is on the wall. The only uncertainty is how long we have left before we, too, must leave for Israel, not as an ideal, but as a matter of physical survival.
I understand why this message resonates. The past few years have shaken many of us. Anti-Jewish violence, campus unrest, and the relentless stream of images and headlines on our phones have created a genuine sense of vulnerability. The fear is not irrational. Something has changed.
But what concerns me is something different. It is how easily fear begins to reshape the way we interpret everything else.
The reality is, measured across almost any meaningful indicator, American Jews, and especially the Orthodox community, continue to flourish in ways unmatched in Jewish history. Our communities are growing. Schools and shuls continue to expand. Jewish philanthropy has reached extraordinary levels, and observant Jews participate openly at every level of American civic and economic life. Whatever challenges confront us, this is not a picture that resembles the final years of medieval Spain or nineteenth-century Russia.
The dangers are real. A synagogue shooting is horrifying, but it is not a state-sponsored pogrom. Hostile demonstrations on college campuses deserve serious attention, but they are not Kristallnacht. When such events dominate our imagination, however, something subtle begins to happen. Individual tragedies stop being seen as individual tragedies. They become evidence that everything around us has already changed.
This is how fear does its real damage. Slowly, almost imperceptibly, we begin to see our lives through a lens of our own making. The facts remain facts, but the lens arranges them, colors them, tells us in advance what they mean. And a lens ground by fear does not merely magnify the dangers before us. It quietly redraws the entire world in their image.
The Torah, it turns out, has a surprising take on this fundamental human inclination: on the way fear, and the anxious imagination it feeds, can make us see, and then inhabit, an alternate reality. What happens when fear ceases to be just another emotion and becomes, instead, a way of seeing that decides the world we live in? That question lies at the heart of the season in which we now find ourselves.
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We are in the midst of the Three Weeks, a period often understood as devoted to remembering destruction. We mourn the loss of the Temple, of Jewish sovereignty, of Jerusalem itself. But beneath those historical tragedies lies another story, one that is easier to miss because it concerns not what happened to the Jewish people, but how they came to see the world.
That story begins long before the Temple. Our Sages trace the roots of Tisha B’Av back to an earlier night, the night the meraglim, the scouts sent to survey the Promised Land, returned. It was there, they tell us, that the Ninth of Av first became a day of tears, planting the seeds of every national calamity that followed.
At first glance, the connection is puzzling. The spies were not wrong about the facts. The cities really were fortified. The inhabitants really were formidable. The Torah itself gives us no reason to doubt their report. Their failure lay somewhere else.
The spies did not just describe reality as they saw it. They went a dangerous step further, convincing the nation how to interpret it.
They spoke of cities “fortified to the heavens.” They spoke of giants beside whom they felt like grasshoppers. Even the enormous fruit they carried home, which might have testified to the goodness of the land, became further evidence of the terrifying strength of those who lived there. Every fact pointed in the same direction because fear had already decided the conclusion.
The people responded exactly as fear expects them to respond. They wept through the night.
Yet what followed is the Torah’s real surprise. The sin was not that they were frightened. Fear, under the circumstances, was understandable. The walls were real. The enemies were real. Courage has meaning only when there is something genuine to fear.
The sin was what the fear became. It grew larger than its cause, outsized and panicked, until it overwhelmed their capacity to think clearly.
In the span of a single night, a generation that had witnessed the Exodus, crossed the sea, eaten manna from heaven, and stood at Sinai came to an astonishing conclusion. They said:
“Because the Lord hated us, He brought us out of Egypt, to deliver us into the hand of the Amorites to destroy us.” (Devarim 1:27)
That sentence should stop us in our tracks. God hates us. And worse: His whole intent, all along, was just to destroy us!
And yet, nothing in their lives had actually changed. The manna still fell each morning. The clouds of glory and the nightly fire still protected them from the dangers of the desert. The glorious promises to Avraham, Yitzchak, and Yaakov still stood, and the God who had redeemed them had not altered His covenant. The only thing that had changed was how they read Him.
Once fear became that lens, every act of love was reinterpreted as part of a deception. Redemption became a trap. Divine providence became abandonment. The God who had done nothing but sustain them was now imagined as leading them toward destruction.
They had turned a loving God into a monster.
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Here is the moment our Sages identified as the birth of Tisha B’Av.
The people wept through the night, and the Gemara records God’s response:
“You cried a crying of nothing (בכיה של חנם); I will establish for you a crying for generations.” (Ta’anis 29a)
The phrase is striking because it seems so obviously untrue. A crying for nothing? The walls were not imaginary. The giants were not imaginary. The people’s fear may have overwhelmed them, but it was hardly born from nothing.
So what is the “nothing” to which Sages are referring?
The answer, I believe, is that a cry about “nothing” meant that nothing in reality had actually changed. The only change came from within, from the false reality they constructed out of the danger. From fortified cities they imagined inevitable defeat. And most astonishingly of all, from a lifetime of unmistakable Divine love they imagined a God who hated them.
That reality had no existence outside their own frightened minds.
That is what the Sages mean by בכיה של חנם. Not tears without a cause, but tears over a world that did not actually exist. Fear had not merely magnified reality. It had rewritten it.
And once that meaning of חנם comes into focus, another phrase, one so familiar that we rarely stop to examine it, begins to look entirely different.
שנאת חנם.
The Talmud famously asks why the Second Temple was destroyed. That generation, it says, was occupied with Torah, mitzvos, and acts of kindness. Unlike the First Temple, whose destruction followed idolatry, immorality, and bloodshed, the Second fell because of שנאת חנם.
The standard translation of the phrase is “baseless hatred.” But that translation has become so familiar that we rarely ask whether it actually explains anything. How could no more than an ethical failing, not even a sin the Torah explicitly lists, outweigh the three gravest sins combined?
The answer lies in the word itself.
We have already encountered חנם. It described tears shed over a world that was not there. Read in that light, שנאת חנם reveals something deeper than “hatred without a reason.” It is hatred built upon nothing: hatred of a person who exists mainly in our imagination.
It is seeing another person through motives we have assigned to him and grievances that grow larger each time we replay them in our minds. Like the spies before us, we begin with something real, a slight, a disagreement, an offense, and suspicion slowly recruits every new fact into the same story. The person standing before us gradually disappears beneath the version we have constructed.
The same distortion that transformed a loving God into an enemy now transforms a neighbor into one.
Crying for nothing and hating for nothing are not two unrelated failures that happen to share a word. They are the same failure directed toward different objects. In one case toward Heaven. In the other, toward another human being.
The tragedy of the spies, then, is not only Israel’s story. It is the oldest human story.
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We know this machinery intimately, because it is the oldest machinery we own.
It is the child’s mind.
It is the monsters beneath the bed and the shadows on the bedroom wall that would not let us sleep. It is the quiet childhood fear that perhaps our parents do not really love us after all, that we are alone in a world far larger than we can understand.
Children do not merely experience fear. They inhabit it. A coat hanging in the corner becomes a stranger. A creaking staircase becomes an intruder. The shadow itself is real; the story built upon it is not.
We smile at those fears because we have outgrown them. Yet adulthood brings no shortage of new shadows. They simply become more sophisticated. We begin to fear that history bends only toward catastrophe, that beneath every act of kindness lies some hidden motive waiting to reveal itself. The monsters leave the bedroom and quietly enter the mind.
Fear itself is not the failure. The Torah nowhere asks us to stop feeling it. Courage has never meant the absence of fear. The question is what we do next. Do we take our fears in hand and examine them honestly, remaining committed to emes, to reality as it actually is, with its dangers and its blessings held together? Or do we hand fear the authority to decide what everything means?
That is precisely what the spies did. And two of them refused.
Yehoshua and Kalev saw the same cities and the same giants. They carried the same fruit back to the camp. Their courage did not come from possessing different information. It came from seeing the same information from a different height. Perhaps that is why Kalev could say, “The land is very, very good.”
The landscape never changed. Only the lens did.
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That brings us back to where we began.
Over the past year, a growing chorus of voices has warned that American Jewry is approaching its end. The conclusion is presented as almost self-evident: sooner or later, Jews will have to leave, not because they long for Zion, but because there will simply be nowhere else to live.
I understand the fears that give this narrative its force. Some are rooted in genuine dangers. The spies, too, saw genuine dangers. But the Torah’s concern was never whether there were giants. It was whether the giants would become the whole story.
Ironically, our generation risks committing the same error in reverse.
The first generation stood at the border of the Land of Israel and became convinced that entering it meant certain destruction. Their fear transformed fortified cities into proof that God’s promises could not be trusted, and decades of Divine care into evidence that He had brought them into the wilderness because He hated them.
We stand, remarkably, in almost the opposite place. We have built schools, yeshivos, shuls, neighborhoods, and families on a scale no previous diaspora ever knew. We have experienced a degree of religious freedom, civic participation, and material blessing that our ancestors could scarcely have imagined.
Yet fear has a subtle way of rearranging the evidence before our eyes. Instead of decades of freedom, opportunity, and blessing, we begin to suspect camouflage. Beneath it, we are told, lies another Spain. Another Germany. Another exile simply waiting for history to resume its familiar course.
The spies feared entering the Land because they no longer trusted the world God had promised them. We fear remaining outside the Land because we begin to lose trust in the world God has actually given us. The direction is different. The distortion is the same.
This is not an argument against aliyah. The return of the Jewish people to our homeland is among the greatest blessings of our age, and for many Jews it is the right and holy path. It is an argument against allowing fear to become theology, against looking at a world overflowing with God’s kindness and seeing only killer giants.
Every generation stands before the same choice. Not whether danger exists, but whether danger will decide what every other truth means.
That, perhaps, is the enduring question of Tisha B’Av. Not simply what destroyed the Temple, but how a frightened heart can slowly destroy the world it sees.
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But Tisha B’Av, like every fall and failure in Torah, carries within it the possibility of repair. If בכיה של חנם and שנאת חנם are both failures of sight, then their repair must be a recovery of sight, and it can come about only through the reverse mentality: אהבת חנם. Love for nothing.
אהבת חנם is love that comes “for free,” like the love of a parent for a child: love for no other reason than just because. The child looks outward asking, “Am I safe? Are there monsters in the dark?” The parent becomes the safety. He is the steady one in the room, calming fear instead of multiplying it.
אהבת חנם is refusing to make another person earn the generosity with which we first choose to see him; the recipient need not prove his worth to you. And while fear begins with a question, How can I trust you? love begins with a promise: I will not allow suspicion to become the first thing I know about you. I will aim to see you as you are, as you see yourself.
אהבת חנם is best articulated in the wisdom of Pirkei Avos, in its teaching that any love dependent upon something disappears when that thing disappears. Only love that depends upon nothing endures. Read in light of Tisha B’Av, those words become almost a commentary on everything we have uncovered. Fear is always conditional, forever gathering evidence, forever demanding one more reason to withdraw. Love gives before it calculates. It needs nothing. It is love given freely, b’chinam.
Like the love of a parent for a child, love of one’s neighbor, of the “other,” has its own deepest ground: the one fact that unites every person equally, tzelem Elokim, the image of God. Consider what that image is an image of. God created the universe for nothing. Not for payment and not out of need; there was no one to pay Him and nothing He lacked. Creation is the original free gift, existence handed to creatures who could not possibly have deserved it, because before the gift they did not exist. To be made in that image is to carry that same capacity: to give, and to ask for nothing back.
Such love is harder than it sounds. To love because of shared tribe and tongue, because of common memory and culture: all of that is easy. That love is a transaction, and its currency is sameness. The Torah commands something harder: to take the person who is otherwise nothing to you and make him everything.
The only cure for שנאת חנם is אהבת חנם. It does not merely replace hatred with affection. It replaces the imagined person with the real one.
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The Three Weeks ask more of us than remembrance. They ask us to look again.
Our tradition has a name for this discipline: עין טובה, the good eye. It is not optimism, and it is not the pretense that there are no giants. It is the quiet refusal to let the giants tell us what kind of world we inhabit.
Tisha B’Av does not ask us whether we will live in America or in Israel. It asks something prior. It asks whether we still believe that the God who redeemed His people and carried them through every exile has not ceased guiding history now.
We will not save ourselves behind fortresses, protected by soldiers or by oceans, and we will not save ourselves through escape. Redemption does not begin when the giants disappear, or even when we have slain them.
It begins when God’s goodness once again becomes larger than the giants. And His goodness grows larger through us.
For in truth, we are all chinam: passing moments in fleeting time, here for nothing, gone without explanation. Yet we turn to God, and we turn to one another, with the same aching request. Do not reduce me to your fears. Do not imprison me inside the story your anxieties have written about me. Do not see me as nothing. See me as everything. That, precisely, is what ahavas chinam achieves.
This is redemption in its highest form: goodness and the Divine restored to this world of children that, at heart, we all still are.
Only then can we become what we were always meant to be: a people whose eyes are clear enough to carry His light into the world.
