One Israeli experience I never want to have

Try to stand in silence for two full minutes. Focus on something important to you. Don’t fidget or cough, or hum to break the silence. How uncomfortable does it feel?

Every year on Yom Hazikaron, Israel’s Memorial Day for Fallen Soldiers and Victims of Terror, the entire nation of Israel, myself included, stand for two full minutes, as the code-red siren goes off. Whether we are driving on the highway, in the middle of a work presentation, or on the phone, we stop what we are doing to remember Israel’s fallen soldiers and victims of terrorism.

This uniquely Israeli experience is one of many I have as an olah chadasha (new immigrant). However, lucky for me the uncomfortableness of those two minutes, and my thoughtful sadness throughout the entirety of Yom Hazikaron, are nothing compared to the uncomfortable experience that most of the Israelis around me have experienced.

Nearly every Israeli has a personal connection to someone who was killed defending Israel or was victim to an act of terror. How uncomfortable. How uncomfortable it must be to bury your son or daughter, your brother or sister, your mother or father, your husband, your wife, or your best friend. I can’t even imagine.

Generally, as an olah I seek every possible opportunity to have uniquely Israeli experiences. I often feel like I’m playing catch-up to my Israeli-born peers. But on Yom Hazikaron I feel differently. On Yom Hazikaron I do not envy my Israeli-born peers who will feel the collective sadness deeper than ceremonies, songs, and photos of the fallen. I do not envy them as their hearts burst with the pain of remembering those they’ve personally buried.

This is one Israeli experience I pray all new Israelis, myself and the new generation being born every second, will never have to experience. I pray that we won’t have another war, that Israeli soldiers present and future, will have no reason to see combat. I pray that the terror will stop, that my future children will read about the Intifadas in a book as something in the past, just like I did.

For the rest of the day I will be sad with the rest of my Israeli peers, as empathetically as I can. And tonight, as the sun sets and we switch from Yom Hazikaron to Yom Haatzmaut (Israel’s Independence Day) I will celebrate the miracle of Israel, remembering that without the sorrow of Yom Hazikaron, there would be no Yom Haatzmaut.

About the Author
Amy Albertson is a native California girl turned new Jerusalemite. An avid creator, marketer, and dog-mom, Amy is addicted to coffee, good-branding, and pop-culture, . You can find more from her on her YouTube channel, Amy & Israel.
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