Sarah Tuttle-Singer
A Mermaid in Jerusalem

The shelf in the corner market that doesn’t make sense.

There is a shelf in the corner market that doesn’t make sense.

It isn’t alphabetical or regional or arranged by any system a wholesaler would recognize. Polish pickles sit beside Armenian spice mix. Italian pasta leans against Iraqi amba. A jar of Bulgarian jam shares space with tahina labeled in Arabic, Hebrew, and Turkish.

The first time I noticed it, I assumed it was temporary — overflow, a mistake, the market equivalent of a junk drawer.

But the shelf never changed.

I asked the shopkeeper about it one afternoon, while he was weighing tomatoes and listening to the news.

“People kept asking for home,” he said, not looking up.

Not their home — he didn’t say that. Just home. The kind you remember with your hands. The kind that tastes like childhood and arguments and kitchens you yearn for the way we have also all yearned for the holy city.

It’s both.

At first, he tried to organize things properly. Countries. Regions. Imports. It didn’t work. Someone would come looking for the mustard their grandmother used in Warsaw, and someone else would ask for the spice mix they remembered from Aleppo, and someone else would stand quietly holding a package of pasta, unsure why their throat had tightened.

So he gave up on geography.

Jerusalem, after all, does not behave geographically. It stacks centuries on top of each other and calls it a street. It builds apartments on Crusader arches and prays in languages that never learned to forgive each other.

Why should a shelf obey borders that people themselves could not?

The shelf became a kind of unofficial archive.

You can tell who has stopped in front of it by how long they pause. Some people scan quickly, like they’re embarrassed to be seen needing this much memory. Others reach out without thinking, fingers hovering over jars as if the glass might be warm.

Sometimes a conversation starts there. “My mother used to make this.” “We ate this only on holidays.” “You can’t get the good kind anymore.” These are not recipes. They are secret passwords.

The shopkeeper never interrupts.

He understands something important: that in Jerusalem, food is often the least political way to tell the truth. You can argue borders for hours, but you cannot argue the taste of something that raised you.

The shelf doesn’t try to reconcile anything. It doesn’t smooth over history or pretend the past was kinder than it was. It simply allows incompatible things to sit side by side without explanation.

Some days, I think that shelf is one of most honest map of the city I know.

Not east or west. Not before or after. Just a quiet agreement that people arrive carrying fragments — and that sometimes the most merciful thing you can do is make space for them, even if the arrangement doesn’t make sense to anyone else.

About the Author
Sarah Tuttle-Singer is the author of Jerusalem Drawn and Quartered and the New Media Editor at Times of Israel. She was raised in Venice Beach, California on Yiddish lullabies and Civil Rights anthems, and she now lives in Jerusalem with her 3 kids where she climbs roofs, explores cisterns, opens secret doors, talks to strangers, and writes stories about people. Sarah also speaks before audiences left, right, and center through the Jewish Speakers Bureau, asking them to wrestle with important questions while celebrating their willingness to do so. She loves whisky and tacos and chocolate chip cookies and old maps and foreign coins and discovering new ideas from different perspectives. Sarah is a work in progress.
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