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Benjamin Rubin

Dream poems since just before October 7

Dizengoff's Hebrew Typewriter. Photo by B. Rubin
Late September 2023, 4 am
Climbing the Hill, and Divine Descent
Text of a photo-white
overexposed dream – some
kind of divine descent.
Love has never been free.
Dissent:
Love has always been free:
Photo of me and J
upside down and sideways
climbing the hill 4 times.

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Late September 2023, 3:20 am
Memory’s History
Memory’s life
going backward
as memory

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Late September 2023, 4 am
Philosophies
Dad philosophy,
expressed by 2-word pithy
statement (re: dreaming?) Like:
“Be Here and Say the Words”.
Me and N (+ ?) favor
less severe decree. Like:
“I’m OK.  You’re OK”.

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Sukkot Sept 30, 2023 at 3:10 am
Onklos of The Olympic Times
Onklos is publisher/editor of The Olympic Times, written in ancient Greek.
It’s never been printed on newsprint, or read by anyone as a daily paper.
Instead it’s published directly to archival digital microfilm; almost nobody reads that, either.
But Onklos edits it carefully every day, as if someone will read it.
Actually, someone does read it.
Onklos does.

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Sukkot Sept 30, 2023 at 3 am
Cavalry of Unicycles  
A fifth wheel.
A cavalry of unicycles
made only of fifth wheels.
Foreign correspondent
at home, living the life
of an arm-chair-travel
foreign correspondent.

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Sept Oct 8/23, 2 am
Girl’s names
Girls’ names. Line line line line
Lines and lines of girl’s names.
Each girl a holy I,

 

girlfriend of distinction
friend holy synod who
we both knew each other

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Sept Oct 10/23, 2 am
K’s Mountain Message
K = Momentum
Equal equal equal
Equal of the Alpine
messages we recite.
Rays from a light source shine
down on capital K.
Line line line line of
text =  Alpine message.

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October 11, 2023, 4 am
Wombats of Sorrow
3D crosswords
wombats of sorrow

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end of October 2023, 3 am
Planetary Head
Circle roughly complete –
it’s our human planet.
Or it’s a human head?
From the crown of its head
emerge two northern poles,
antennae on alien spacesuit’s round helmet.

 

Orbiting round the planet – or is it the head? –
circle of dotted lines, indicating motion,
satellites over seas,
‘round planetary head.

 

Did you know that the vast
planetary ocean
in each human head is
sixty percent water?

 

And the dotted lines, the dashes and the dots, the
little inky marks a pen can make on paper
could be semaphore code.

 

I could be the reincarnation of Mark Twain,
tapping away on my telegraph key across
my railroad trilogy.
Years later, aboard a
steamboat up the Mississippi from New Orleans,
write down from memory
all those semaphore telegraphic messages.

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end of October 2023, 2 am
Community or Commitment
Standoffishness isn’t part of the furniture,
isn’t part of the mechanism
of community or commitment.
But one does as one wills,
in freeform distraction
and willful disregard
of high powers at play.
The feeling that there is,
after all, a Universal Intelligence.

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Nov 13/23, 3:10 am   
Eyn Lanu Sof – We are eternal
In dream, wake up and say:
the response to the war is the current song.
But later I am, or am not, the artist.
But later, I am the editor.

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15 Dec ’23, 2 am
Exam Nightmare
Recollection of a dream: high school for adults, end of year, exams to write to complete your diploma, so it’s important. But – and here my template exam nightmare begins – I can’t find the classroom. And then I somehow do find the classroom, but almost everybody’s gone off, and there’s complicated, unclear and hard-to-read instructions as to where the exam is now being held. And then – also! – “All outstanding weekly lab reports – if you haven’t already sent them in”  which I hadn’t – “please submit them all now.” Oh no! I can’t possibly write 24 weekly lab reports and send them in. It’s impossible. And then I realize: I already got a BA and a law degree, 33 years of practice as a lawyer, so actually, now, when I’m having this dream, I don’t need to take any more exams, because so what if I don’t have a high school diploma?

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Dec 16, 2023, 3:10 am
War Zone Calling Card
We came to the war zone –
a very tame part of  the war zone – with a card.
There’s four lines on each card;
we edit last line to
make it more sensitive.

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Dec 19, 2023, 3 am
Song of Redemption
Youngest son (of Beatles?)
protests by singing song
protests about the redemption of the first born,
by singing a song (by the Beatles?)
about redemption of the first born?

 

Happy to oblige but –
happy-angry! Is it:
“O-bla-di, O-bla-da”, sung in a minor key?
Or “Mother Nature’s Only Son”?
Or “Hey Bulldog”?
What if it is your kid, kidnapped and captive in a glass vault underground?
What if it is also your kid singing that song?
A song you composed for a different occasion,
not death of your child but
binding an ancestor,
the only son you love.
Could be Isaac. Could be Jesus. And another
son’s fighting to free him?

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Jan 9/24, 3:30 am
Idea for a Series
They’re different types [sliced potato vs hot dog).
They get into a fight over a girl both love.
Both get thrown into jail.
Dafka cooperate to get out together.
They live in a carrying case, like Hot Wheels cars.
And there are stories, for example: Episode:
they run out of money
in their division, come up with a novel way
to make lots, win the day.
Or: threat to combine with another division
and lose their unique quality. But
they figure out how to save the day.

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Feb 10/24, 3:20 am
Pedal path strewn with petals.
3-storey British-style London 1930s brick building along a curved road, like Davenport.
Only 3 storeys. But it seemed like 7 stories.

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Our Little Corner of the Universe
Above the date, insistently doodled, circles representing heavenly bodies, like moons or planets, with rings around them, crescent moons and Saturns, or sketches of washers in motion, or cars with their tires, and visors on spacesuit helmets, and a solar flare emerging from the strong sun’s nuclear light source at the centre of
our little corner of the universe.

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Feb 13/24, 4 am
Steep Autumn Road
In Florida
Lorne is a midget
boats in harbor, spread out
going down a steep hill
it’s like 90° to an autumn road, but: OK.

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Feb 14, 2024, 4 am
Lombardo and Watt
Mr. Lombardo, architect of cottage;
Watt, his daughter, is in love.
Tony Padroni
Tony Padroni and the myth of the neighborhood’s founding
put up by an Italian as if he

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Feb 16, 2024, 3:12 am
Art Titles to Photo Snapshots
Formal art titles to photo snapshots, as if for paintings by Great Masters.
Photo title: At the Inauguration of King Charles the Third.
Sign on the Door
Sign on door to K’s room,
in big sloppy letters,
as if written in dark,
with lipstick on torn page:
“We had a good time
pls don’t wake us up early.”

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Feb 18, ’24, 3 am
Yes and No Questions
Always yes and no questions,
yes and no answers.

 

yes and no questions,
as we mop up after high winds off the gulf
wipe out from my 3:00 AM-wake-up mind
the dream I had, vivid and real,
yes [and no crossed out], yes.

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Feb 20/24, 2:10 am
Train
All aboard The Lithuanian.
No one need fear being Lithuanian again.
Blue paint in one’s blue blood veins
while forced on the train.

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Mar 2/24, 2:30 am
Those Who Overcome
Looking for the street: המתגברים “those who overcome”.
I’ve looked at overcome from Both Sides Now.

 

A female cousin is angry at me

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March 11/24, 3:10 am
Dream Analysis
Objects in mirror appear closer.
It’s like that.
Except it’s not the rear-view mirror of your car,
but the 360° windows of your soul;
and it’s not closer,
but greater;
and it’s not just objects,
it’s everything.

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March 12/24, 3:20 am
Necessary Dream Poems
The bough of the tree is
smile of the evergreen,
planted on stairs’ landing.
Small, curved bough of the tree,
circling round the landing,
is a forelock on the smile’s forehead
and it needs to be trimmed, depending
on the circumcisions.
The small evergreen on the landing is the poem
of the staircase from the entrance to the second-floor hall, where the phone rings.
On the flight up the stairs,
I call the smiling tree
a necessary poem.
About the Author
Benjamin Rubin was Chair of Limmud Toronto 2018, elected to Zionist Congress, and VP of Canada-Israel Chamber of Commerce. Under his pen name eBenBrandeis, he composes YouTube poems, translated from Hebrew a pre-war Pinsk biography, edited and published a book of contemporary Jewish humour, and created NewHouseOfIsrael.net, a Zionist conceptual art project. Since retiring from the practice of law, he and his wife split their time between Toronto and Tel Mond. He has an abiding interest in Israeli contemporary music, the Golden Age of Hebrew poets from Andalusia, and the Muslim-Christian-Jewish convivencia of Spain. Writer, producer and director of the Zoom teleplay series, “Golden Age Travel”, about 12th century Hebrew poet and Arabic Jewish philosopher, Yehuda HaLevi, travelling through time. Episodes of the series have been performed online at Limmud Festivals in Toronto, Boston, Seattle and Winnipeg. GAT episode VI, "Berlin 28, Paris 38, Jerusalem 61" was premiered at Limmud Toronto November 2021. www.ebenbrandeis.com
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