Just a mere two miles from our house, we attended the Highland Park Independence Day Parade. It’s always a highlight of how we celebrate the 4th of July holiday, and we were excited to be back after the pandemic kept it away for the past two years. My family had just settled in alongside the parade route to see the mayor, policemen, and firemen walking by waving. Suddenly, dozens of loud popping noises; the sound of 70+ shots ring out from an MP-15. I yelled a word I never would have imagined needing to yell in this country from a place of absolute panic.
“RUN!” I screamed to my wife and my kids. Amid the chaos, we grabbed our kids and ran as fast as we could. We hid out in the bathroom of a local business that so generously opened its doors to my family and to many others. Eventually we sprinted to our car and returned safely to our home. We were the lucky ones.
After the dust settled and my mind shifted away from the horror of the event, I began to process. Just a month ago, we took our first family trip to Israel after two long years of COVID postponements. In our incredible three weeks, some of the activities we enjoyed:
- The Salad Trail: 3 miles from the Gaza border
- Touring the Pre-1967 Syrian Army Bases: 2 miles from the current Syrian border
- Visiting Rosh Hanikra: less than 1 mile from Israel’s border with Lebanon
- Riding camels in the desert: bordering the green line
All of these places at one time or another posed real threats to Jews who choose to live there or visit. Yet just hours after the shooting, my wife came to a terrifying realization: “We were safer a month ago near Israel’s borders then we were two miles from our own house”.
Like many Jews who live in the diaspora, we have dreamed about the possibility of making Aliyah one day. We have studied abroad in Jerusalem, we have a community of friends who are raising families in Israel, and we feel that our children would eventually acclimate to Israeli life. We know that Israel has its own challenges. The one thing that always held us back was that in our sub-conscious, the thought of needing to run to the closest bomb shelter to protect our children because of a choice we made to live in Israel was too hard to overcome. The uneasiness of going to beaches, soccer games, or the movies that could be a target for terrorism. Soldiers openly carrying firearms in broad daylight as a constant reminder of the risk that we may face living in our Jewish homeland.
Any fear that we had for living in Israel was extinguished last week after enduring our first mass shooting in the United States of America.
I have always had a deep-rooted love for my country, and I am blessed to have been born as an American. There are parts of our identities that will always be tied to the United States. I recognize it’s natural to possibly over-react to an unthinkably awful week at home against the backdrop of a wonderful family vacation in Israel. Recognizing the emotional turmoil that we were going through, I engaged in some candid analysis around the differences in safety between the United States and Israel. The facts are startling.
According to World Population Review in 2022:
- You are 4 times more likely to die via homicide in the United States versus Israel (United States: 4.46 homicides, Israel 1.04 homicides per 100,000 people)
- You are 6 times more likely to die in a firearm related death in the United States versus Israel (United States: 12.21 deaths, Israel: 2.09 deaths per 100,000 people)
- There are 18 times more guns in the United States versus Israel (United States: 120.5 guns, Israel: 6.7 guns per 100 people)
Then there is the question of what it’s like to live as a Jew in the United States today. While there is no direct evidence of anti-Semitism (yet) being a driving force of the Highland Park massacre, it was the very first thought that came to the minds of many in the immediate aftermath of the shooting.
- In 2021, the ADL reported the highest number of anti-Semitic assaults, harassments, and vandalism since they officially started tracking these attacks in 1979. This was a 34% increase year on year.
- The FBI hate crime statistics show that Jewish Americans continue to be the most targeted religious group in the country (link)
- 63% of Jews living in the United States say their communities feel less safe today than they have in the past decade (link)
With the awful experience of the mass shooting, and with the glaring statistics showing that my family may be less safe here than in Israel, I continue to circle back to the question on so many people’s minds: Is there hope it can get better here?
The response from the community has surpassed the challenge laid before it. The first responders, the counselors, the teachers, the community leaders, the local officials have all gone so far above and beyond that we can’t help but be hopeful. The outreach from family, friends, and colleagues not just in the aftermath, but days after has helped us to cope with the shock of this terrifying experience. There is a welcome and necessary global focus on the stories of the people who were murdered and on those who were horribly injured, along with an outpouring of support for their families. We are fortunate that the community was well prepared, properly resourced, action oriented, and determined to heal. I believe that it will get better.
Yet even with this hope, the question of making Aliyah circles in our house more frequently and louder than it ever has. It is a question my family will need to grapple with in our own time and outside of the shadow of the trauma that we just endured. But the way we frame the question of making Aliyah has fundamentally changed:
What would our lives look like if we went to live in Israel? This is what we used to ask ourselves.
Now we ask ourselves: Is it time for us to go?
A special thank you to Mimi Sager Yoskowitz in helping me to shape this post.