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Mindy Rubenstein
Writer and artist now living in the Holy Land

Sensitivity as a Superpower

Lights felt too bright. Sounds too loud. I could only wear certain types of clothing.
I cried or got overwhelmed easily. I felt everything—my own emotions and everyone else’s. When I walked into a room, I could hone in on who was angry or hurting.

I was born nearly blind, then bullied for wearing thick glasses and having crooked teeth.

In preschool, my best friends were roly polies. When the teacher told me that wasn’t okay, I felt shame.

Thank G-d, my parents got me eye surgeries and had my teeth fixed through a series of painful procedures.

On the outside, I looked better.
But inside, I still felt lost.

Since my big brother was a genius, the school tested me and put me in the “Gifted” program.

But I lived in a swirl of sensitivity, confusion, and silence.

Then as an adult I was diagnosed with CPTSD and ADHD.

It took years of really deep work—emotional, spiritual, and nervous system healing—to learn to love and understand my self.

Now, living in Israel, I am starting to really see what all that sensitivity was trying to tell me.

I am a Jewish woman, and like my matriarchs, I get to serve as a light unto the nations.

It was never a flaw. It was my soul speaking (and other souls speaking to through me).

As a teacher and certified coach, I support special children, seniors, and soldiers here in Israel, through writing, creative expression, and gentle presence.

I hold space for people who feel deeply and think differently—who need space to be who they are.

Here is a blog about the seven intuitive senses—sometimes called “the clairs”—and how they can help us reframe sensitivity as a gift, not a disorder.

And if you’re working on something—healing, writing, or finding your inner voice—I’d love to hear about it.

-Mindy

About the Author
Mindy Rubenstein is a mom, author, artist, and teacher. She grew up secular on the west coast of Florida, discovered Torah Judaism as an adult, and has spent 16+ years learning and growing religously and spiritually. She made Aliyah in 2022 and lives in Zichron Yaakov, atop Mount Carmel overlooking the Mediterannean Sea. You can read more about her journey at www.M613.org.
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