Being tolerant or even loving or even an activist ally is not enough
The death of a child, sibling, or dear friend is hard enough. And then, through suicide? I can’t begin to describe the pain, and I won’t. I’ll just say: it’s not a failure of their loved ones. Just like a girl who feels powerless is not a failure of her surroundings. The oppression is so massive and everywhere that you can’t just escape it or blame it on her supporters.
Yet, we can investigate what more can be done from now on, having grown wiser, to prevent more Gay suicides among the religious. Blame and self-blame are toxic, and let no one even go there. Their loved ones were loving enough, and the victims were not ‘mentally disturbed.’ A ‘crazy’ reaction to a ‘crazy’ situation is ‘normalcy.’
It is well-known that many LGBTQs struggle with ideations of suicide. Sometimes that even happens to youngsters whose families are modern, accepting, and love everyone. Here is why IMHO.
The following things are often overlooked:
- Growing up with no way to come out until maybe 20 years is way too late. The loneliness, the internalized hatred (not from loved ones but from society, books, the news, and loud homophobes and transphobes, and the Rabbis) turned self-hatred, always being the exception, having one’s sexual preference made an unescapable focus. No love from anyone can just dowse that hurt—it’s so much.
- Social science found that statistically, LGB+s have more empathy. They’re nice people. But loving them for being lovely is not enough. Where are the Orthodox-Jewish Gay-matchmakers who’re needed? Where are the rabbis who not only stopped saying Gay sex is a sin but who dare to say out loud the Torah commands Gays too to find a (same-sex) spouse and raise children or, in other ways, help raise the next generation, as teachers, therapists—there are many ways—where are they? When you have a loving partner, it became better. But how to survive until you find your dream’s match?
- I have the impression that often, the Gay person is the most religious one in the family. So, it doesn’t matter that much if their whole Jewish world screams we love you as you are. So, when their surroundings are tolerant, liberal, and modern, are they? How can they live with themselves as long as they believe they are deeply innately flawed, a disappointment? What they need is more than liberal interpretations. They need to hear again and again being Gay is sublime. And that the Torah injunction spread around the world and taught to billions of people ONLY TALKS ABOUT STRAIGHT MEN not to have replacement same-sex sex instead of with women. How COULD the Torah condemn people for being human?! This is not a modernist defense but the real close reading. When EVERYONE says this, including all the religious authorities, then there is a chance that Gay youths are as proud as redheads in Israel (where it is seen as a mark of beauty to be jealous of and not, like in some other cultures, as something to make fun of/be embarrassed about).
- Trans people have it even harder. My guess is that when Gays have it easier, it will have its ripple effect on them too.
So, it’s not enough that close ones accept and love every Queer youth, demonstrate for a less mean world regularly, and say all the time It Gets Better—though it will. We also need everyone to admit there is nothing wrong with being Gay just as with being female or Black. The only strange, temporarily inferior ones are the bigots.
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