All night long

I bet when you came  to this post you thought I would be sharing a long story about my amazing sex life. NOT THE CASE but since you are here why don’t you stay a while.

This post is about numbers. The number 5 to be exact.

I have always been an even number type of girl. I mean who knows the saying 2, 4, 6, 8, who do we appreciate? That alone makes a girl take the even side of the stick. I always thought because my astrological sign was Libra  that maybe I was more drawn to things that were meant for balance. I now believe  that I may have had it all wrong.

For the last year or so I have been waking up at 5 am. I have gotten my second wind during the day between 5 and 6 no matter how tired I was. I have been seeing random number 5 things and couldn’t figure out why. One morning I woke up at 5:05 and the next morning 5:55 and I finally said to my self,  let’s go to Dr. Google and see what she says ( proud feminist here) about all of these fives in my life.

When I started researching  the numerology I felt as though I was reading myself on paper. The number 5 is powerful and strong and smack in the middle between 1 and 10 (oh there goes my balance). Wow, who knew and it’s an odd number too. I was puzzled but excited because something has happened  to me post cancer. I am hypersensitive to my soul and somehow connected  in a way that I never could have imagined. I feel as though I’m always looking  for the answer as to why Hashem  chose to give me another chance, a chance to live vividly ,a chance to be a better me and a chance to receive total  joy from this beautiful place called earth.

We all have survival stories but I believe it is what we do with these experiences after we have made it to the promised land  (no pun intended) that really matters. I don’t know what I should do but I’m paying attention  to everything because..

I know that the universe makes no mistakes. I am here for all of it,  whatever it happens to be….